Wednesday, March 05, 2008

The clock reads 1:53am and the date is the 5th of march, which coincidentally happens to the day I was born. Nineteen whole years ago.

I can't believe I'm on the threshold of adulthood. What's even more unbelievable is the fact that I just used the phrase 'threshold of adulthood'. Am I really getting that old?

The birthday feeling still hasn't set in as yet for some reason. I don't feel anything except a weird numbness, like its just another day, but somehow is different, just not in a very significant way. If the previous sentence sounded like crap to you, then it probably is. Like I said I'm so numb, I can't even fell the keys while typing this out, so it probably is just a load of rubbish.

I reread what I 'd just written, and they sound like the words of an emotionless cynic, which I am not, most of the time at least. I think the time of the day (or the night in this case) does that to you. So it isn't exactly my fault. That's my latest trick, by the way, blaming stuff on the time. Is it working?

If by now you're wondering why you're still here, reading the words of a psychotic 'almost adult', I don't blame you. But please, stay and wish me a Happy Birthday, I'm sure it'll make my day however cynical I may seem.


Anonymous Anonymous had this to say:

Happy Birthday Lemon! Hope it turns out to be the most wickedest birthday ever!

And don't worry about it being uneventful. See, your trick of blaming stuff on time is working pretty well. So by the time it's morning and everyone wakes up and wishes you, it'll all be good and nice and special. See, so many good things happened for you. You got a new Laptop, India won the U-19 World Cup, the senior guys won the tour in Australia, Sensex crashed 1200 odd points in a couple of days. So many eventful things are happening, so relax and don't think too much. :P

So, I wish you many more sweet and sour things in life, and always be what you are, that's the deal. Nothing else is really important. And before someone starts thinking I'm a preacher or something, I should run away and start studying. Or maybe go to sleep 'cause it's like 3:14 AM.

Anyways, Happy Birthday again! :D

3:15 AM 

Blogger Sneezy Melon had this to say:


You do NOT sound like an emotionless cynic at all!

You just sound like....lemonade :D

So keep the fizz alive..

(I hate it when I'm not the first one to wish someone. Especially when I'm second)

3:36 AM 

Blogger The Keeper of the Keys had this to say:


Oh so now you're all of nineteen...found anyplace to go as yet????

and you were sounding just like i imagine i will sound when i turn nineteen.

love you lemonade!

@sneezy--there's no beating you're first anyway.

7:22 AM 

Blogger Perx had this to say:

Happy Birthday, man....enjoy the day, cuz adulthood is gonna be difficult

10:28 AM 

Blogger Nags had this to say:

Happy Happy Birthday!!! :D

10:50 AM 

Blogger ♥bμşγ-ŵŗϊŧēŕ♥ had this to say:

happy birthdayy! :) hope u have a blast! :D

7:20 PM 

Blogger Roshan R had this to say:

a scrappy scrappy doo birthday to you.. hope its been great. have taken up ur advice and will be following up with a post on ( among other things ) my lapop ( she's definitely a "she" )

9:10 PM 

Blogger wild iris had this to say:

ooh happy birthday happy birthday :)
You don't sound like an adult ^_^
And oh, i love blaming stuff on the time too!
But anyway, hope you get over the numbness and have a rockin' day (well, its nearly over now...*sigh*) After all, you don't turn 19 everyday...

10:52 PM 

Blogger Kenny had this to say:

Well, just happen to pass thru ur blog n noticed that u'd written it was ur b'day..n i'm kinda late..but belated Happy B'day anyways!! Hope u had a great day..n that u've gotten over all the cynicism by now..Tc.

3:15 AM 

Anonymous Sarcastica had this to say:

Happy belated birthday! I hope it was enjoyable!

9:50 PM 

Blogger Drenched had this to say:

Hope you had a good birthday. Welcome to last year of teenage. :)
And that's how you'll pretty much feel upon your 20th birthday too...awe, numbness and a weird thought bubble which goes like, "When did this happen?"

12:09 AM 

Anonymous Anoop had this to say:


Wish you a very happy B'day gal. Wanted to be the first one to wish here but reached pretty late I guess. :-) Wish you all the success and u r no-doubt the queen of blogging ;-) god bless....

9:23 AM 

Anonymous Titash had this to say:

Happy Birthday Dear! Belated Wishes..

10:34 AM 

Anonymous Anonymous had this to say:

happy birthday you!!! i lost my phone btw... will get in touch soon..
much hugs and love...

8:58 PM 

Blogger Nihal had this to say:

Hey, nice blog. Love the look.....

9:08 PM 

Anonymous Lavanya had this to say:

I so totally know what you mean.
High five.

And belated happy birthday.
We 19 year old march-pisceans rock.

6:15 PM 

Anonymous Anonymous had this to say:

Belated Happy Birthday fellow pisces...

you sun sign says that you are very compassionate, sensitive & kind/caring person, so my guess is that you are an emotional oriented we are the most incomprehensible sun sign out of 12 signs ,which makes us really our father piscean Albert Einstein....

congratulations to you for 2008 best asian web blog. keep it going...pour it out...

1:19 AM 

Blogger shnaggy had this to say:

happy birthday lemonade!
wish you all the best always!

6:21 AM 

Anonymous Nova had this to say:

Belated happy birthday girl! :)

2:59 PM 

Blogger Silvara had this to say:

oh my god - i CANNOT belieeve i missed ur b'day!!!!! *sob* i am so sorry :(

But fellow Piscean - I know u would have had a fabulous birthday :)

11:10 AM 

Blogger poisonivy had this to say:

belated happy bday! sorry haven't been online for a really long time.. comp had crashed.. anyway hope u had a gr8 day.. and i hope this yr completely rocks for you!

and congrats on new laptop! :)

5:30 PM 

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