you'll never know......

i have the world's best 'best friend'..!!! N..you'll never know how much u mean to me...always have and always will...

thank you for being there for me....love you for everything you are....

sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.........

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
To another......

an end....and a beginning

Its been quite an eventful week...started out with the carol show and carol singing..which was really fun by the way...I've been going carol singing for the past three years now..and every year i get to wear this little hair band thingy (in the pic) with two little santas bobbing about on each side..and get this..the two santas actually light up alternately when turned on..how cool is that..??!!

Christmas was pretty good too...had a family get together and got a bunch of cool presents..!!

a new phase of my life has begun i think...i don't exactly know how to explain it..so I'm gonna leave it at this....

on a cold winter's night...................that was so deep

The first noel..the angels did sing
Was to certain poor shepherds in fields as they lay
In fields where they,lay keeping their sheep..
On a cold winters night..............
That was...aaaaaagggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

In case ur wondering what that was..that was me singing...and the "aaaaaagggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....." bit was my outburst when i couldn't get the note right...!!! And get this...this terribly embarrassing incident happened like 15 minutes before i was supposed to sing for the carol service..!!! That was so not the confidence boost that i needed..!!!

Anyway..the whole show went off pretty ok..according to me that is..! well i gotta go to bed...its 1:45 Christmas night and i gotta wake up in the morning n go for mass..!!!

the 'one'....

Do you believe that there's one person out there for you..just one person...the one person who is made for you...the one person who is destined to be yours and who is destined to have you as his for the rest of your lives..do u believe in this one person..???

Well..i believe in this one person..(even though a pretty big part of me is pessimism personified)

i believe that there is one person who you can spend all your life loving ...someone with who you can have a conversation with for hours and never seem to get bored of..a person who you can absolutely pour your heart out to without ever feeling the slightest bit awkward..someone who you find you can relate to in any situation ...someone who you could watch sleeping for hours on end thinking that that's the only face you need to look at for the rest of your life...someone with whom you know you could sing the craziest of songs and dance the craziest of dances with....the one and only person who you know will be by your side through every single step of the way..that one person is the person made for you..the person the universe intended for you to live your life with..your soulmate...............

As stupid as it may sound to some of you..i believe in soulmates...i think its better to wait for the 'one' rather than just be in a relationship for the sake of being in it...

And i also believe that when you meet the 'one'...you'll definitely know in your heart of hearts and he or she is the the 'one'...the 'one' made for you..the 'one' that your destined to be with and the 'one' who you will never let go of........

So until the day that i meet the 'one'...i'll hope that i will be lucky enough to find the 'one' as some people have.......

he he he.....absolutely HILARIOUS...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lazy me is back...!! took off college again..cannot wait for the twenty days of pure laziness that await me...nothing to blog about,so i was looking for ways to spice up my other 'oh-so-boring' blogs...!!! and while i was looking around,i came across this blog by some fellow chennaites (think madrasis sounds better)...and i read this post which was so incredibly hilarious that it made me literally roll on the floor with laughter...for the benefit of those of you who are too freakin lazy to go there and read it..here it is...

HOTEL KERALA-FONIA - by The Yeagles

On the road to Trivandrum
Coconut oil in my hair
Warm smell of avial
Rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a bright pink tube-light
My tummy rumbled, I felt weak and thin
I had to stop for a bite
There he stood in the doorway
Flicked his mundu in style
And I was thinking to myself
I don't like the look of his sinister smile
Then he lit up a petromax
Muttering "No power today"
More Mallus down the corridor
I thought I heard them say

Welcome to the Hotel Kerala-fonia
Such a lousy place,
Such a lousy place (background)
Such a sad disgrace,
Plenty of bugs at the Hotel Kerala-fonia
Any time of year
Any time of year (background)
It's infested here
It's infested here

His finger's stuck up his nostril
He's got a big, thick mustache
He makes an ugly, ugly noise
But that's just his laugh
Buxom girls clad in pavada
Eating banana chips
Some roll their eyes, and
Some roll their hips
I said to the manager
My room's full of mice
He said,
Don't worry, saar, I sending you
meen karri, brandy and ice
And still those voices were crying from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them pray

Save us from the Hotel Kerala-fonia
Such a lousy place,
Such a lousy place (background)
Such a sad disgrace
Trying to live at the Hotel Kerala-fonia
It is no surprise
It is no surprise (background)
That it swarms with flies

The blind man was pouring
Stale sambar on rice
And he said
We are all just actors here
In Silk Smitha-disguise
And in the dining chamber
We gathered for the feast
We stab it with our steely knives
But we just can't cut that beef
Last thing I remember
I was writhing on the floor
That cockroach in my appam-stew was the culprit,
I am sure
Relax, said the watchman
This enema will make you well
And his friends laughed as they held me down
God's Own Country? Oh, Hell!