Tuesday, July 10, 2007

whatever

Emotionally hollow..??! Emotionally hollow..?!?!!??!?!?!??!?!?!!? Seriously...???!!!!

Being called that by two people in a single month does not bode well with me! Ok, so I'm known to maybe hold back my feelings..and by hold back I mean not exactly feel them if I don't want to, which is usually the case..but personally I think being called "emotionally hollow" is a tad too harsh! Yeah ok..I admit I'm a personal person and that I like my space and blah, blah, blah...but that does not mean that I shut off my emotions and that I dont let people into my life!! So if i'm supposed to be so god damn emotionally hollow, why the hell do I feel tears welling up right now, huh..?!

Right when I think life's being good to me..it ends up sneaking up behind me and biting me in the ass! If you're wondering how my 'emotionally hollow' self feels right about this minute...awesome would be the answer!!

22 comments:

Nikki Neurotic said...

just a tad harsh. I don't take that sort of thing well either, I probably would have told those people off.

KAYLEE said...

I dont do well with being told that i probably wouldve got angry at them nd told the to **** off me or physically done something to them,and definately wouldve not considered them friends anymore.Were they friends??????? I am the best at defending myself huh?????

Keshi said...

Ur not emotionally hollow just cos they said that. Remember that Lemonade.

ppl can say anything abt ya, but that doesnt make u that.

HUGGGGGGGZ!
Keshi.

Anonymous said...

I was once told by my friend that I have an emotional quotient of zero. And he was surprised that I found that to be a tab bit too harsh, and he made it worse by telling me that he wouldnt want to be with me when he was sad. And all this because I made a joke to try to cheer him up.

Irreversibly Screwed said...

now now... do u just listen to everything anyone tells u!!!... use ur head girl... no use being upset abt something u know ur not... and for the record i know too... :-)
tc..

Anonymous said...

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Good writing too... Interesting !

Sig said...

Sometimes we put up that defense of not seeming to care when we know that it is actually tearing us up inside.

so, just because they say that doesn't mean you are. Keep strong :)

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Rajarshi said...

havnt been called that yet...but i'm a bit sensitive to criticism too. just let those comments slide away like water off a duck's back

Ab said...

'Right when I think life's being good to me..it ends up sneaking up behind me and biting me in the ass'
how true....

almost makes you feel your happiness is jinxed!

Michelle said...

pshhh to those that said that to u...they don know u well enough if they called u tht

Sneha P said...

ur the only one whoz even close to knowing what u are...
and everyone's entitles to their own opinion...
u dont really have to take it so seriously as long as u know its otherwise...
chill girl...cheers!!

shnaggy said...

oh lemonade...don't take seriously what you don't wanna hear people say about you. cuz you know better. don't dwell with it cuz it can ruin you.

take care and have more fun in the tangerine sky...that was a good holiday!!!have lots more to come and wish you'd post your pix!!!

Bhoploo said...

i've been called heartless quite a few times...so i now consider myself to be a biological miracle. anyway lame joke aside, people can be stupid..."mentally hollow" in other words...so as long as you know yourself well enough, don't read too much into what others say about your emotions.

also thanks for the comment on the blog:) and about the over-usage of "well"...well i do it a lot as well.

curryegg said...

Just don't bother that person too much! Cheers my friend...
;)

Anonymous said...

"who cares" :)

bornfortheu.s.a said...

log kahenge...logo ka kaam hai kehna...dsnt mean u really are what they say... something like that happened to me once and i took it to heart....i regret it now...so don't feel bad abt it...be urself...u know best how u are...

Amandeep Singh said...

:)
last lines had me smiling!
who dont give a damn..do u
;)

Amandeep Singh said...

You**

Unknown said...

Lol..Like I said earlier I know exactly how this shud feel..been called the same thing myself..I don't really give a damn..n i dont think u shud either..the rest of us love u jus the way u r..I know u well enuf to say I don't think ur emotionally hollow!!

lemon said...

@silver neurotic
you know i wanted to..but a part of me just told me to keep my mouth shut!

@kaylee
yup they were friends..best friends infact..

@kesh
Thanks for the Huggzz kesh..! they really helped :)

@neon
some people just don't get it, do they??!

@irreversibly screwed
aww..thanks so much sweeti..

@zhu
thanks a ton! always nice having new readers.. :)

@silvara
thanks sil..ur my inspiration :) love ya

@lil ms outspoken
thank you soo much :)

@rajarshri
yup..guess that's what I'm gonna do..not like I have any other choice,is it?

@ab
exactly!!

@michelle
i really hope that's true..but the wierd thing was that they're both two of my best friends!

@vitruvian
thanks for the words :)

@shnaggy
I will post them soon.. :)

@nishaan
the lame joke..was pretty damn funny..! and nishaan..seriously..u don't have to thank me every time i comment on your blog man..i like doin it..its not like its a job or something!!

@curryegg
thanks :) hope college is going well :)

@neo
thanks man.. :) 11 years of hindi and i still don't understand it!

@stand by mind
i do :) i was being sarcastic!

@tina
aww thanks T...that means alot..! love ya :)

Unknown said...

Hey dear... you have a very sweet way of expressing yourself! And a wonderful gift must say for not everyone has their way with words!!