Post 8 - 2:17 am

Night after night, its getting harder to write,
Staring at a blank screen is never fun,
Even when I try with scratchy graphite,
I cant seem to forget my other worries,
That conveniently weigh more than a ton!

Terrified of failure...

It seems like the rhymes seem to come..
Only when I'm sitting blank and numb..
The pages in front of me have nothing on them..
Is this just the beginning or is this the very end.

Had an exam yesterday...and I have to say that it was by far the worst exam that I have ever written in my life..not kidding..!! I'm sure that we've all done badly at some point...but I don't think I've ever done this badly...I was staring at the questions..and I knew that I had learned them..but I couldn't remember a SINGLE word..! This has never ever happened to me before so it was quite a shock..but I guess that I have only myself to blame because I starting studying only at around 3 in the morning...which I've never done before,so no wonder I did so badly..!!Damn you, INTERNET...!! Its all your fault..!
The poem..or rather the four lines that you see on the top of the page were written during the horrifying exam..during which all I could think about was that this would probably be a good topic for my blog..!!

p.s: Please pray that I don't flunk :(

And now to cheer me up (and you,obviously!!)...I was walking near Spencers the other day and I saw this Amul hoarding which totally made my day..!! :) I couldn't stop smiling for like 20 minutes after saw it..!! So I leave you with...the all new....AMULICKIN IDOL...!!!!!

a story called love...

Chemistry's a subject we learn at school,
But life is the lab in which we put it to use..
The chemistry between a boy and a girl is never wrong,
If the girl loves the boy and the boy's love forever lives on..

But the truth is never revealed until the very end,
When the love dies and there's nothing left but lonely weekends..
Things just seem to have slipped out of reach..
When all along you thought that they were just peachy keen...

At last the realization finally dawns..
That the perfect story was written with a bunch of crayons..
The story was scrawled by a little girl..
Who knew not the truth about this big world..

Do any of us actually know the truth...
Or is it something that we cannot even begin to sleuth..
I think that love is something that cannot be found..
Its something that's way too compound..

Being lucky in love isn't necessarily the only thing..
Keeping things real and bickering..
Its all a part of a story called love..
A story which starts when you find the person who fits u like a glove..

This poem has nothing to do with my life at the moment..but is just a reflection of what I've been thinking about for the past few days...!!! They're pretty much 'random rhymes' just as the label proclaims that the are :)

someday....

The day has come..
The night must fade..
And who's to say what will happen..
Between now and the night again..

Things are different..
We wish they were the same..
But somehow,somewhere,someplace...
Our dreams will come true..too bad we have to wait..

Bright and early mornings are a thing of the past..
The sun at noon is what we see at first glance
Is this right or is this wrong...
Lets wait and find out..before the end of this song...

Life's hard,you cant disagree..
Whats new to you..is probably old to me...
Yet we hear more than we want to know...
Let's just sit and listen to this cacophony with a glass of exquisite merlot...

Answers to questions we've had from time immortal..
Will they ever be answered..
Or are they just an inane fragment of our total unrelenting inquisitiveness...
Torn between the streets and luscious life..
The answers may come...or life may just pass us by....

Lives change,people change..
And sitting here alone isn't just our fate..
Waking up to bitter mornings is something that's not strange..
But hopefully we'll be able to figure out our way someday........

Please excuse my sad attempt at poetry...it was the result of total and complete boredom in the middle of an exam I had today..!! And bout the randomness....what can i say...I'm me and I don't think I'll ever change..!!