free hugs..........

Found this video today..and i think that the idea is absolutely amazing..almost brought tears to my eyes..haven't seen anything this beautiful and heart-warming in ages...god..the world needs more projects like this..this is all we need to make the world a better place...im not gonna say anything more cause i think the video speaks for itself..and to all you guys reading this (if there are any of you'll out there)...a big hug from me..*hug*

dreams...........

Stared a new blog called lemon's blogabook to keep track of all the books that i read..which are quite a few...this new blog is an absolute necessity for me since i like read a thousand books and forget all the names and the stories and sometimes i wind up reading the same book again or checking out the same book from the library..maybe years from now i would have actually finished making a full log and then i can show it to my grandchildren...now wouldn't that be fun..he he..inspire my grandkids to read..ya rite..who am i kidding..they'd probably be too busy playing on an inter-galactic playground or in mars or something like that..anyway..cant blame me for dreaming,rite..?? My dad's always going on about how much he wants to throw out all the stuff that i keep hoarding to show to my grandkids..i dunno why..but i cant help keeping stuff,especially to show to my grandkids and my great grandkids..guess this is coz my grandmom always told me these really cool stories about when she was a kid...and when i was younger i always used to ask her why she never kept any of her stuff to show me..!! Guess thats what prompted me to start collecting stuff...so that my grandkids wont have a chance to ask me that...if any of my grandkids read this in the future..u know that i already love you'll and that im already thinking about you'll................

my new template...!!!!!!!

God...isn't it the coolest..???? Found it by chance on this site...absolutely love the banner and the footer..they are so incredibly cute and extremly cool at the same time..!!! Took off college today...and did nothing but laze..god..m gonna have to watch myself..cant seem to get off my ass nowadays..!! anyway..nothing else to say...

m back..........

ahhhhhh...feels so good to be back...my blogger break was definitly NOT intentional..stupid bloody wreck of a computer tat i own..!!! So..college started again after a relaxing four day break..by relaxing..i mean i jus slept the four days away..without doin a single ounce of work..!! god..the day before the much needed weekend i had to stay up the entire nite...yes, i mean the entire nite..!!! to finish assignments...finished at about 7.30 got dressed and ran to college..n then guess wat happened..turned out that i was the only one in the entire class to finish all the bloody work...the only one..!!! i was sooo irritated but quite happy at the same time because i was the only lame ass to finish everything..happy cause i could gloat at all my friends who were too busy partyin to do anything...ya..its quite sad tat i dont party...but m not really a party girl..actually hate parties..hate socialising..m actually quite proud of the introvert in me...ya i know that sounds wierd..but i cant help it..like..when i was younger..me and my equally crazy friend..wanted to be these really snobby bitches..god knows wat had gotten into us...!! But i've got to admit tat it was a good phase of my life...he he...m not bein evil..!!! i swear...lol...isn't it funny that when u start talking about something..you automatically keep switching from one topic to another..this just shows that your mind cant stay put..or rather that its tough for 'me' to stay on a subject without having deviated atleast thrice..!!! see..m doin it again..dont even know where i started..anyway..m gonna save the wonder of this phenomenon for another post...oooohh...found pandora.com today..its so totally cool..jus the thing i need..!!Anyway..gonna shut up now...coz my mind is whirling with thoughts that i jus cant seem to put down.. because there are jus too many in there.....talk later...

Its been awhile....

Its been awhile since i've posted anything..thats probably cause i've been so damn busy and lazy..(actually more lazy than busy)...anyway..past few days were ok..today was totally crappy..n i really dont wanna talk about it..!!! College sucks big time..they postponed our holidays by a month...so been quite pissed bout that too..!! I've been quite an angry little child for the past few days...everything's been gettin on my nerves..have absolutely no outlet for all this pent up teenage angst and rage in me...!! Guess this is just a phase..hopefully i'll get through it pretty quickly...hopefully it'll pass..and hopefully i turn back into the normal lil wierdo that i am.....so until next time..which will probably be next week...this is lemonade signing off..(god..that sounds so damn corny..!!!)

Its unbelieveable...!!!!

Came across this link today..it is absolutely unbelievable...u have to think of a two digit number and then add the two digits and then subtract the total from the original number..and then all u have to do is concentrate on the symbol given for ur final number and click on the crystal ball...and almost magically you'll see ur symbol..seriously this is one of the coolest things i have come across online...!!!try it...its really really cool...

now i've found you....there's no more emptiness inside....

i was standing all alone against the world outside,
you were searching for a place to hide,
lost and lonely,now you've given me the will to survive,
when we're hungry,love will keep us alive.......

dont you worry,sometimes you've just gotta let it ride,
the world is changing,right before you're eyes,
now i've found you,there's no more emptiness inside,
when we're hungry love will keep us alive....

i would die for you,climb the highest mountain,
baby,there's nothing i wouldn't do......

now i've found you there's no more emptiness inside,
when we're hungry,
love will keep us alive...........

two days..on a page.....(lame,i know...!!)

Two days of utter bliss..m so glad that things are back to the way that they were...m feeling extremly satisfied with my life right now... except for the fact that college starts tommorrow..and i am soo not looking forward to the weeks of torture that i have to go through before the semester ends..!!
Wrote the paragraph above yesterday..wasn't in the mood to complete the post..today was the first day of college after ten lazy days of me not once gettin off my ass...back to the daily grind..arrgghhh...why does life has to be so challenging..i mean..come on..a break once in a while would definitly help ( oh wait...i did jus have a break..10 days..the good things in life are so easy to forget,aren't they..?? ) Anyway...no work today..so will have some time to finish my book...not in the mood to write anymore today..so..till next time...tah-tah (like the english say it..lol..)

The real me...!!!! (supposedly...!!!)

Something fun that i discovered...god knows how much of it is even true

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is low. You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable. You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea. While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?